How many kids do I have now?

I have 3 kids. 2 here 1 gone. Gone as of March 2019. 2 girls and 1 boy. Rosaleigh is 9, Annabell is 6 and McCormick is 2. Both girls with curly red hair and attitudes to match. Their little brother, little with a big personality and beautiful blue eyes. McCormick died from an unknown illness less than 2 months ago…2 months short of his 3rd birthday. My struggle from the first day many kids do I tell someone I have now? A question I never even thought about before. McCormick ‘Mickey Mac’ will always be my beautiful baby boy ??